"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life."
- Bob Marley
Thursday, December 26, 2013
Saturday, December 7, 2013
The Demon Within
So I came across this really epic parody-pasta a few days ago while surfing the net and I thought you guys might like it!
[ It's past midnight now, and I still had a while until I arrived at my destination. The girl I picked up an hour ago was asleep in the seat beside me. She was a hitchhiker. I couldn’t leave a teenager out alone at night in the pouring rain, so I had to pick her up. She seemed pretty happy that someone was finally willing to give her a ride.
I didn’t know her real name, only that her friends call her “Jo.” She looked so calm, so peaceful. Her brown hair obscured half her of her gorgeous face, her lips flexed in a barely noticeable smile. She must be having a nice dream.
I tried to remember the last dream I had, but had no luck. Then, I felt it; a feeling I hadn’t felt in a long time. A terrible, ugly feeling. I looked down at the girl as I drove, hoping her smiling face might help me overcome and not give in to the demon within… but I could feel it clawing to get out.
I didn’t want to. I couldn’t. I needed to get the girl out of the car, but that would take too long. It would happen before then.
I continued to struggle, fighting an inner battle. Then… No. I couldn’t contain it. It happened: I let out the most monstrous fart I’d ever released. It was legendary. It was the kind of thing kids would tell stories about to scare younger kids.
I reluctantly looked to see if the beast that escaped my body had woken the girl. It hadn’t, but the smile had faded and she looked to be having a nightmare now. ]
Read more at http://www.creepypasta.com/the-demon-within/#C8W03dsK3kKgYSEf.99
[ It's past midnight now, and I still had a while until I arrived at my destination. The girl I picked up an hour ago was asleep in the seat beside me. She was a hitchhiker. I couldn’t leave a teenager out alone at night in the pouring rain, so I had to pick her up. She seemed pretty happy that someone was finally willing to give her a ride.
I didn’t know her real name, only that her friends call her “Jo.” She looked so calm, so peaceful. Her brown hair obscured half her of her gorgeous face, her lips flexed in a barely noticeable smile. She must be having a nice dream.
I tried to remember the last dream I had, but had no luck. Then, I felt it; a feeling I hadn’t felt in a long time. A terrible, ugly feeling. I looked down at the girl as I drove, hoping her smiling face might help me overcome and not give in to the demon within… but I could feel it clawing to get out.
I didn’t want to. I couldn’t. I needed to get the girl out of the car, but that would take too long. It would happen before then.
I continued to struggle, fighting an inner battle. Then… No. I couldn’t contain it. It happened: I let out the most monstrous fart I’d ever released. It was legendary. It was the kind of thing kids would tell stories about to scare younger kids.
I reluctantly looked to see if the beast that escaped my body had woken the girl. It hadn’t, but the smile had faded and she looked to be having a nightmare now. ]
Read more at http://www.creepypasta.com/the-demon-within/#C8W03dsK3kKgYSEf.99
Friday, December 6, 2013
Back!
Oh look, my last post was 2 months ago LOL.
'O' Levels ARE OVER!!!
This is the kind of statement that needs to be shouted from the highest rooftop and/or mountain peak, but due to an aversion to heights and hiking, I've decided to go with their modern equivalent: the Internet! So here I am, arms outstretched in my best Rocky pose, sun streaming at my back, voice trembling with raw emotion as I shout through the beard I've grown for some reason:
'O' Levels ARE OVER!!!
And it's high time to party hard! So everyone thinks. I really thought life after Os would be more... I'm not exactly sure how to put it. Now it feels rather dry and lifeless, like these 2-3 months aren't going to be all as spiff as we thought. But oh well! At least I can now finally put all my books aside...
Spending the last one-and-a-half weeks in Italy, I relished once again the feeling of being overseas and away from all the drama in Singapore. As my third time in Europe, the trip felt like 8 parts ennui and 2 parts exciting. I found myself desperate to return to the hotel everyday for Wi-Fi to check on my phone and all that social-media business. So I guess I'm guilty as charged of being a "typical 21st century teenager".
Having said that, I did steal a haul of photos everywhere I went, and the entire album is up on Instagram. Yes, I grew tired of individually posting every photo I have up here, and I figured if you're reading this right now you've probably seen the photos already so GO GO GO!!! Double-tap and comment and feed my "notifications-addiction".
And I went rather bonkers shopping. I ain't a shopaholic but hell, the stuff there was ridiculously cheap! I spent like 300€ in a week. My parents went for the more branded stuff so I think overall my family blew about 2-3K€ ᶘ ᵒᴥᵒᶅ
So now you're wondering (nah you're not, but it's nicer to put things that way), what about life before this trip? Did I spend it all rotting at home and playing DotA 2?
I went job-hunting on the first day after Os with the Outsiders (Brandon, Zach, Anson and Damien) and we went to fill up forms at Raffles Hotel. To cut a long story short, both parties left a rather bad impression on the other and (thank God) we didn't get the job. In the days that ensued, my mum managed to introduce us to her ex-boss, who was looking for juveniles our age whom had just finished 'O'/'A' Levels and were looking for jobs. I won't disclose the name of the company here but the tasks were largely associated with IT stuff and other computer-related business that we teenage boys are often stereotyped to be exceptional at (pretty true, actually). So yeah! Now I have a job. Brandon and Zach went to work late-night shifts at a bistro. God bless those two fellas.
On the second-third day, I had a class chalet with 402 and it was decent! We spent most of the night just lepak-ing and playing group-games. Icebreakers, if you would...? And I had to chomp on an onion. Urghhhhhh. Early the next day (we're talking about 4-5AM here), Weng Kong, Zach and I joined remaining classmates who had stayed the night for breakfast at Changi Village, while we decided to head over to Pulau Ubin to spend our day. I tried hauling Isaac and Damien along but they were dead-beat so only about 8 of us went. It was still pretty fun trekking to Chek Jawa and back tho! I went home afterwards so only Zach, Shaun, WK and Eamon stayed the second night. :P
And then on the 20th, GRADUATION NIGHT. The Councilors had outdone themselves yet again and they did a fantastic job making sure we graduates made ourselves some memories :) Your retired Vice-President is proud. So there was the standard order of activities, photos, tears and ladadeedadeee and the Outsiders left for Eugene's house afterwards to spend the night.
Cutting a long story short, we got shit wasted and it was a noteworthy re-enactment of The Hangover.
I spent the rest of the day rushing errands and packing for said Italy trip above.
The Saturday before I left for Italy, I watched Escape Plan with Ruth :] It was a decent movie, and worthy of the highly-positive reviews it was given, but I was sorta expecting a little more kick :( I guess after watching Man of Steel, conventional action movies didn't quite meet the mark for me. I mean, how do you beat the copious amounts of ass that was kicked in that DC movie?
We chose Bugis for that day, and ended up walking around aimlessly afterwards when we couldn't find anywhere to slack. For all the commercial development in that area we couldn't find anything to do ._. I won't be going Bugis again anytime soon ╚(•⌂•)╝
And then there was Open House, which fell on one of the days, I can't really remember. But I know that that was one of the busiest days I had because after the event, I had a movie date with Eamon, Randy and Peter and afterwards I had to rush for my dental appointment to check on my wisdom teeth and my molars.
Basically, my dental problem goes like this: Both my second molars on the lower set of teeth have grown very slanted because my teeth were too big for my gums. And I hated carrots since I was young. With all four of my wisdom teeth growing as well, the main problem would be having to go through all the necessary operations successively, with the extraction of the wisdoms coming before the braces. BRACES. ARGH //
After the appointment, I met up with Naeson and Ian for the first time after like what, 2 months? We had a really worthwhile catch-up at Marina Square and MBS. We don't hang out as much anymore what with all our schedules always clashing and all but hey, that doesn't really change anything!
Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo to end off a really wordy post that half of you probably only skimmed through with the words already leaking out of your ears, I had an eventful and memorable start to my holidays and I hope all you did too :) Okay peace out, diamonds and love people
'O' Levels ARE OVER!!!
This is the kind of statement that needs to be shouted from the highest rooftop and/or mountain peak, but due to an aversion to heights and hiking, I've decided to go with their modern equivalent: the Internet! So here I am, arms outstretched in my best Rocky pose, sun streaming at my back, voice trembling with raw emotion as I shout through the beard I've grown for some reason:
'O' Levels ARE OVER!!!
And it's high time to party hard! So everyone thinks. I really thought life after Os would be more... I'm not exactly sure how to put it. Now it feels rather dry and lifeless, like these 2-3 months aren't going to be all as spiff as we thought. But oh well! At least I can now finally put all my books aside...
Spending the last one-and-a-half weeks in Italy, I relished once again the feeling of being overseas and away from all the drama in Singapore. As my third time in Europe, the trip felt like 8 parts ennui and 2 parts exciting. I found myself desperate to return to the hotel everyday for Wi-Fi to check on my phone and all that social-media business. So I guess I'm guilty as charged of being a "typical 21st century teenager".
Having said that, I did steal a haul of photos everywhere I went, and the entire album is up on Instagram. Yes, I grew tired of individually posting every photo I have up here, and I figured if you're reading this right now you've probably seen the photos already so GO GO GO!!! Double-tap and comment and feed my "notifications-addiction".
And I went rather bonkers shopping. I ain't a shopaholic but hell, the stuff there was ridiculously cheap! I spent like 300€ in a week. My parents went for the more branded stuff so I think overall my family blew about 2-3K€ ᶘ ᵒᴥᵒᶅ
So now you're wondering (nah you're not, but it's nicer to put things that way), what about life before this trip? Did I spend it all rotting at home and playing DotA 2?
I went job-hunting on the first day after Os with the Outsiders (Brandon, Zach, Anson and Damien) and we went to fill up forms at Raffles Hotel. To cut a long story short, both parties left a rather bad impression on the other and (thank God) we didn't get the job. In the days that ensued, my mum managed to introduce us to her ex-boss, who was looking for juveniles our age whom had just finished 'O'/'A' Levels and were looking for jobs. I won't disclose the name of the company here but the tasks were largely associated with IT stuff and other computer-related business that we teenage boys are often stereotyped to be exceptional at (pretty true, actually). So yeah! Now I have a job. Brandon and Zach went to work late-night shifts at a bistro. God bless those two fellas.
On the second-third day, I had a class chalet with 402 and it was decent! We spent most of the night just lepak-ing and playing group-games. Icebreakers, if you would...? And I had to chomp on an onion. Urghhhhhh. Early the next day (we're talking about 4-5AM here), Weng Kong, Zach and I joined remaining classmates who had stayed the night for breakfast at Changi Village, while we decided to head over to Pulau Ubin to spend our day. I tried hauling Isaac and Damien along but they were dead-beat so only about 8 of us went. It was still pretty fun trekking to Chek Jawa and back tho! I went home afterwards so only Zach, Shaun, WK and Eamon stayed the second night. :P
And then on the 20th, GRADUATION NIGHT. The Councilors had outdone themselves yet again and they did a fantastic job making sure we graduates made ourselves some memories :) Your retired Vice-President is proud. So there was the standard order of activities, photos, tears and ladadeedadeee and the Outsiders left for Eugene's house afterwards to spend the night.
Cutting a long story short, we got shit wasted and it was a noteworthy re-enactment of The Hangover.
I spent the rest of the day rushing errands and packing for said Italy trip above.
The Saturday before I left for Italy, I watched Escape Plan with Ruth :] It was a decent movie, and worthy of the highly-positive reviews it was given, but I was sorta expecting a little more kick :( I guess after watching Man of Steel, conventional action movies didn't quite meet the mark for me. I mean, how do you beat the copious amounts of ass that was kicked in that DC movie?
We chose Bugis for that day, and ended up walking around aimlessly afterwards when we couldn't find anywhere to slack. For all the commercial development in that area we couldn't find anything to do ._. I won't be going Bugis again anytime soon ╚(•⌂•)╝
And then there was Open House, which fell on one of the days, I can't really remember. But I know that that was one of the busiest days I had because after the event, I had a movie date with Eamon, Randy and Peter and afterwards I had to rush for my dental appointment to check on my wisdom teeth and my molars.
Basically, my dental problem goes like this: Both my second molars on the lower set of teeth have grown very slanted because my teeth were too big for my gums. And I hated carrots since I was young. With all four of my wisdom teeth growing as well, the main problem would be having to go through all the necessary operations successively, with the extraction of the wisdoms coming before the braces. BRACES. ARGH //
After the appointment, I met up with Naeson and Ian for the first time after like what, 2 months? We had a really worthwhile catch-up at Marina Square and MBS. We don't hang out as much anymore what with all our schedules always clashing and all but hey, that doesn't really change anything!
Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo to end off a really wordy post that half of you probably only skimmed through with the words already leaking out of your ears, I had an eventful and memorable start to my holidays and I hope all you did too :) Okay peace out, diamonds and love people
Wednesday, September 11, 2013
Update!
It's been so long since I last posted!
Since my last post, I've been rather busy with Prelims and what with O's being just round the corner and stuff. Pretty uneventful bunch of weeks, couldn't really do anything else but study... I got back my Chinese O's results, and they're über bad. I'll be retaking, and hopefully I'll score a decent grade at the end of the year. (Y)
Just a few days ago I caught up with Mr Lim and Doran, and we ate at Satay by the Bay and visited the Cloud Dome. Man that place is dope.
Mr Lim's leaving for the Royal Welsh Academy in the UK for a year, and I'm pretty sure everyone's gonna miss him real bad. Cheers to his success and all the best there! (ノ^_^)ノ
Yesterday I chilled out with the gang again! We went for a ride at ECP.
And Brandon intro-ed me to an utterly orgasmic plate of Ipoh Hor Fun. Thumbs up>>>
So yeah that's about it for this update, I'm still in the midst of Prelims so I'll blog again in a couple of weeks! Peace out. ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ
Since my last post, I've been rather busy with Prelims and what with O's being just round the corner and stuff. Pretty uneventful bunch of weeks, couldn't really do anything else but study... I got back my Chinese O's results, and they're über bad. I'll be retaking, and hopefully I'll score a decent grade at the end of the year. (Y)
Just a few days ago I caught up with Mr Lim and Doran, and we ate at Satay by the Bay and visited the Cloud Dome. Man that place is dope.
Mr Lim's leaving for the Royal Welsh Academy in the UK for a year, and I'm pretty sure everyone's gonna miss him real bad. Cheers to his success and all the best there! (ノ^_^)ノ
Yesterday I chilled out with the gang again! We went for a ride at ECP.
And Brandon intro-ed me to an utterly orgasmic plate of Ipoh Hor Fun. Thumbs up>>>
So yeah that's about it for this update, I'm still in the midst of Prelims so I'll blog again in a couple of weeks! Peace out. ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ
Monday, July 15, 2013
Blog Re-design
So I did a massive re-designing of my blog. I looked up wolf pictures on Alpha Coders and after like 5 minutes I found this freakin' cool epic awesome picture of one. I have an insane fetish over wolves now mainly because of my name's relation to them. Fenrir, shield-wolf and all that canine jazz. I mean, can it be any more Randall? :D HAHA.
I haven't blogged in the longest time. My last update was around three weeks ago, and several things had transpired since then. Not many of which I can mention here, but an aliased depiction would do no harm :) But they're stories for another time, 'cos I've got to scoot pronto.
So during the last week of the June Holidays I spent well in study sessions with my beloved brotha and sistas.
Then a casual lunch date with Ariel.
A buffet at The Line, Shangri-La.
In.Fusion SYF Celebrations at the Esplanade with the gang.
A Study Session with my homies.
And then a study date with Ruth.
Yes so that was a crash course of my last three weeks, in between all the non-stop mugging. Bumped into Premjit the other day and he offered lots of advice on the final lap to Os. One thing's for sure- we can't burn out and we certainly can't give in now! It's the absolute finality to a life well lived in Temasek.
Till the next update, peace :)
I haven't blogged in the longest time. My last update was around three weeks ago, and several things had transpired since then. Not many of which I can mention here, but an aliased depiction would do no harm :) But they're stories for another time, 'cos I've got to scoot pronto.
So during the last week of the June Holidays I spent well in study sessions with my beloved brotha and sistas.
Then a casual lunch date with Ariel.
A buffet at The Line, Shangri-La.
In.Fusion SYF Celebrations at the Esplanade with the gang.
A Study Session with my homies.
And then a study date with Ruth.
Yes so that was a crash course of my last three weeks, in between all the non-stop mugging. Bumped into Premjit the other day and he offered lots of advice on the final lap to Os. One thing's for sure- we can't burn out and we certainly can't give in now! It's the absolute finality to a life well lived in Temasek.
Till the next update, peace :)
Wednesday, June 19, 2013
Updates
What is up people! It's been a while since I last posted. Been quite preoccupied lately, what with all the camps and stand-down nights and all.
The past two weeks have been quite eventful for me. There were Stand-down ceremonies for both Council and Choir. Instead of just rattling on and on I'll let these pictures speak for themselves.
Needless to say I miss them all dearly.
And then there was Mr Eric Tan's A-Maths "torture" camp, which was quite fun actually. We drilled non-stop did papers until 0345 for the first night, and 0200 the second. But I developed a fever during the second night and the rest of the camp was just screwed up for me. Price of not bringing my jacket. Brrrrrrr. ﴾͡๏̯͡๏﴿
Peace out.
P.S. It's quite obvious I got all these photos from Instagram LOL
The past two weeks have been quite eventful for me. There were Stand-down ceremonies for both Council and Choir. Instead of just rattling on and on I'll let these pictures speak for themselves.
Needless to say I miss them all dearly.
And then there was Mr Eric Tan's A-Maths "torture" camp, which was quite fun actually. We drilled non-stop did papers until 0345 for the first night, and 0200 the second. But I developed a fever during the second night and the rest of the camp was just screwed up for me. Price of not bringing my jacket. Brrrrrrr. ﴾͡๏̯͡๏﴿
Peace out.
P.S. It's quite obvious I got all these photos from Instagram LOL
Monday, June 3, 2013
MTL 'O's
Chinese O-levels are finally over. Not sure how I did, but I know I didn't complete the paper. Expecting a high C5/low B4. If I clinch the B, I foresee myself retaking the exam at the end of the year.
I really appreciate all the hard work that the teachers had put in for us. Through the past whole week of the Mother-Tongue Intensive programme, I believe all of us students could see the monumental effort they had made in ensuring that we do well, or at least pass the exam today. We slogged; they slogged harder. 吴老师 even arranged to meet up with us at Subway even after the school had closed to run through our papers with us :) I know the other teachers had made similar arrangements too.
Of course, it's not only the Mother-Tongue department making compromises for us, there are other unsung heroes who have sacrificed valuable time for us, teaching us and marking our bullshit-in-ink, to make sure that we excel in life and become better people.
A friend once shared with me his take on moral values in life. I remember what he said vividly: "In life, there are three groups of people you should always respect. First of all, your parents. That goes without saying. Secondly, the higher-ups of our society. These aren't always the rich- bishops, priests, and societal leaders who earn the respect of others before them, who always put others before themselves. Last but not least, your teachers, for the imparting of knowledge on to others is a humble deed second to none."
I really appreciate all the hard work that the teachers had put in for us. Through the past whole week of the Mother-Tongue Intensive programme, I believe all of us students could see the monumental effort they had made in ensuring that we do well, or at least pass the exam today. We slogged; they slogged harder. 吴老师 even arranged to meet up with us at Subway even after the school had closed to run through our papers with us :) I know the other teachers had made similar arrangements too.
Of course, it's not only the Mother-Tongue department making compromises for us, there are other unsung heroes who have sacrificed valuable time for us, teaching us and marking our bullshit-in-ink, to make sure that we excel in life and become better people.
A friend once shared with me his take on moral values in life. I remember what he said vividly: "In life, there are three groups of people you should always respect. First of all, your parents. That goes without saying. Secondly, the higher-ups of our society. These aren't always the rich- bishops, priests, and societal leaders who earn the respect of others before them, who always put others before themselves. Last but not least, your teachers, for the imparting of knowledge on to others is a humble deed second to none."
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